| wooow i can't believe you're reading this you should stick to myspace. :] |
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| i swear i have to be the worst girlfriend in the world.
why can't i just be happy with the person im with and stop thinking of people i can't have or jus all other people in general. im being a selfish ungrateful bitch and i need to get over myself. but i kno that i can't just deny the fact that im not happy when i should be. cuz IM NOT HAPPY. i feel incomplete and thought im still with him i feel..brokenhearted. my hearts in two places at once so how else could i put it? i keep thinking its a phase but why did the PHASE have to happen while im with thisdevoted guy?! i've been trynna to suck it up this week and try to avoid this other guy cuz i only started being interested in him cuz of the way he made me feel when i was around him. he makes me laugh in all ways possible and cares more bout me then himself. its like he would put the world aside just for me and i kno thats not true for the one im with. to think of another person the way i do makes me feel like im cheating and i should tell my bf how im feeling but why let him worry bout sucha thing. all i kno is that i can't be with the other guy. point blank. i jus gotta tough it out and hopefully my heart will heal as fast as it broke? lol
oh yeah i was just kidding bout the whole thing. ;)
i MISS YOU KRiSTINAAAAAAA FERRRiiiSSSSS |
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| im happy i guess u could say..but something jus doesn't feel right.
like im waiting for something more to come my way
im with a great guy no doubt bout that..a jack of all trades
but i see that other him at the corner of my eye
wondering what would it be like if it were him..
i swear its his fault cuz i've been over him too many times
ahh can't finish...
but u always find a way to keep me right here waiting. |
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| thoughts..
-going to the philippines on the 12th
-don't kno if im gonna be on dance team this year since trouts are the 13th
-as pathetic as it seems..i still want u happy even if its not wit me and i mean it this time
-im broke. like seriously..no cash
-my sister's gettin married :)
-aaron's his name, andrew is his brother's name ;)
-i can't wait for school to start!..kinda
-im glad people left to go to thurston..less drama
-matt sobe..whattt was i thinkinn?!
-im taking a college prep test..ok testsss.
-rawr. |
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| eww that previous entry makes me siiiick hahah
I MET SOMEONE NEWER--that other guy is sucha WANKSTAAA. ew. no more details. |
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